Feel ugly on my upcoming b-day

How should I start? I've been a picky user eversince, I never won any giveaways (which is fine). My main purpose of using this app is to know how to get rid of this acne/pimples that goes back and forth. I felt that it's useless to buy products cause no matter what I used, nothing helps. I'm still behind my face mask and doesn't have any confidence of showing my face. Tomorrow is my birthday and I felt dejavu,cause when I had my bday before, I have an acne and still now,nothing changes, it became the worst. I felt so ugly and ashame to face people. Others might say "OA, your acne/pimples are so minimal compare to others" which is true but I never invalidate their feelings cause whether we suffers the most or the least, we are still suffering right? Tomorrow should be the best day of my life but seeing myself like this in a mirror I'd rather want to be lonely. I'M SO UGLY!!! DARK SPOTS,WHITEHEADS, PIMPLES/ACNE MADE ME LOWER MY SELF-ESTEEM. I'M TIRED OF FINDING A PRODUCT THAT SUITS MY SKIN AND JUST WANTED TO GO TO A DOCTOR..HAISTTT😟But I don't have money for that, I'll just stop at this...I don't want to think anymore cause no one will help. I'm hopeless now... I'm tired of fooling myself.. just wanna say goodbye to my bday 😐

Nothing works on me!

Yes, you see it right. I hope I could turn back to the young version of me wherein safeguard was my bestfriend. Safeguard is the only one who works on my face before but, when my face got burn, nothing works on me 😔 Although my scars on face already healed, it messed up my skincare routine. I hope I could find the best thing for my cystic and pustules acne 😭

Sensitive,oily and acne prone

Can someone recommend me an excellent acne spot treatment? I'm seeing Barenbliss pimple warrior in TikTok and a lot of user gives great feedback but I'm doubtful if this will work on me😞can u please tell me if I should buy it or not.

Acne makes me ugly!

Yes, from the title itself I felt ugly. Most of the people ask, why are you wearing mask? Cause mask is no longer mandatory. Someone tease me, "Face reveal" , I just smile and said I'm coughing even if I'm not. I'm afraid they might get disappointed when they see my face. Even when picture taking, I'm outcast. It's difficult to heal not just my acne but my emotional and pychological health. I've been here at picky but I still failed to win free products. Every month,my mom scold me why I always buy different skincare eventhough it's not working on me but I still try. I'm at the moment of desperation but I don't have enough money to buy expensive type of skincare. I tried cheap skincare routine but it doesn't work on me that's why I'm hoping I could get it here. I don't know if it's my hormone or the product is not really suitable for me. I wish I'm still 10 yrs. Old kid who doesn't have acne, and doesn't care about beauty. I hope I could bring back the 10 yrs.old me in this generation,a girl who's innocent and doesn't care the beauty standard of society

It takes confidence to be beautiful,but how?

Hi there! I think It's been 3 weeks since I join Picky. I just randomly saw Picky ads on Fb so I said," why not try it?" even if I doubt if I will be given a chance to win one of their giveaways. I don't have many followers online and if you see some of my social media accounts, I don't have any posts nor profile picture of myself cause I see myself as an ugly ones. Well, I know for a fact that every human is beautiful on their own way cause we are all God's creation but in this society, pretty ones always have the privileges. As I want to blame myself for being ugly, I remember that the reason why were eager to have a pretty face is because the society already set the standard of beauty,fucking disgusting isn't it? My friends said that if I want other people to see how beautiful I am, confidence is the key. Well, I know that it takes confidence to beautiful, am I right? But how can I be confident if the person see my flaws? I remember my prof said that no matter how good you are inside, people always see first your outside appearance, inside beauty always comes second. I have this experience when I'm applying for a job, wherein I thought I'm gonna get the position cause I'm confident with my answer at the interview but the thing is,I forgot to see that they have a qualifications that you should be pretty, have flawless skin and need to be slim,I don't have any of that so I didn't get hired. As you can see above, I have a lot of flaws, I have a rough skin, eyebags, dry lips, pimples and my face got burn trying many products . I'm afraid to see myself in the mirror and recently, I feel incompetent, I can't help my mom cause no one wants to hire me. I'm jealous of other people who can flaunt their face and body. Sometimes, I unconsciously crying while taking a bath, I'm having an emotional outbreak without my family knowing it. Well, I don't want them to suffer from my pain so I'm trying my best to cope up with my situation. As pandemic happens, my skin gets worst. I tried many products but it only cost me painful reactions and money. My mom can't afford to buy products that could heal and restore my skin since, we need to allot money for important things that's why I'm trying to join different giveaways but still, I didn't win. Well, it takes time and patience. I know for sure that one day, I will expect the unexpected because God's power is truly miraculous, for now we suffer but tomorrow we will be fully healed and empower. In God's time, Let us all claim that!