Feel ugly on my upcoming b-day
How should I start? I've been a picky user eversince, I never won any giveaways (which is fine). My main purpose of using this app is to know how to get rid of this acne/pimples that goes back and forth. I felt that it's useless to buy products cause no matter what I used, nothing helps. I'm still behind my face mask and doesn't have any confidence of showing my face. Tomorrow is my birthday and I felt dejavu,cause when I had my bday before, I have an acne and still now,nothing changes, it became the worst. I felt so ugly and ashame to face people. Others might say "OA, your acne/pimples are so minimal compare to others" which is true but I never invalidate their feelings cause whether we suffers the most or the least, we are still suffering right? Tomorrow should be the best day of my life but seeing myself like this in a mirror I'd rather want to be lonely. I'M SO UGLY!!! DARK SPOTS,WHITEHEADS, PIMPLES/ACNE MADE ME LOWER MY SELF-ESTEEM. I'M TIRED OF FINDING A PRODUCT THAT SUITS MY SKIN AND JUST WANTED TO GO TO A DOCTOR..HAISTTT😟But I don't have money for that, I'll just stop at this...I don't want to think anymore cause no one will help. I'm hopeless now... I'm tired of fooling myself.. just wanna say goodbye to my bday 😐